Story 10 — Chronical pain

[One of the issues in my current life is the pain from my right neck, shoulder, arm all the way to my hand] Beanie tried to rotate her right shoulder, but couldn’t. [Look, I have patch here to alleviate the pain. ]  [For how long the pain? As long as I can remember. No etiology!]

Based on my training, most non-etiology pains are cause by suppressed stress or events happened in past life. Since she mentioned her parents got divorced when she was in middle school, I asked her: “Did you have this pain in elementary school?” [Mmm… I don’t think so.]

Did you move out your home after your parent’s divorce?” [No! They did not tell me and my brother anything. One day, they had a very bad fight, my mom packed and left.] I asked: “Then who took care of you two? Your father?” [No, he worked at restaurant, we hardly saw him. Grandma came over.]   

I have to find out the trigger of her pain on right shoulder and hand. So I did age-regression for her. Once she got into trance, I asked her, “Now, you just felt pain on your right should and arm, what happened around you?” [It was at night, I was on the bed. I could not sleep. Suddenly I felt sharp pain on my right arm, I jumped out and ran to my mom. She was watching TV at living room.] I asked her: “What did she do?” [She used a mint ointment to rub on my right arm.]

Did she take you to hospital?” [No. She kept rubbing my arm…..] Tears started to shed out of her closed eyes.  [I want her to stay, I don’t want her to leave me again.]  Beanie started to weep: [One day, my uncle came to watch me and my brother, he tied my brother outside…. I brought socks to him…  ] I asked: “Did you tell your dad or your mom?” [No, I didn’t. My mom was gone, my dad was working. I felt helpless… I felt so sad… my brother did not want to take shower… I could not save him….]

Now, it was clear that while her mom was gone, grandma came to take care of the kids and occasionally her uncle substituted grandma. She missed her mom so much that couple years after the divorce when her mom came to visit and stay for a while, she manifested her fear and anxiety of losing mom again by showing the sharp pain on her right shoulder, arm and hand.

It was 15 years ago. She tried so many methods, including took party drugs, anti-depressants and of course pain pills, but could not get rid of her pain. I did arm rigidity technique on her right arm and connected her with her higher-self.

When she came back to her consciousness, she said: [I can feel energy flowing through my right shoulder, arm and hand. I can feel tingling on my palm now.] I said: “Yes, you know your mom is always there for you. She came back to you and your brother, right?!” She smiled and lifted her right arm: [Look! I can rotate my shoulder now.] She was so happy and felt so relieved when she left the office.